The following is a pure load of crap. It is yet another example of how I like to listen to myself ramble.
This one deals with Extra-Sensory-Perception, sub-conscious energies, and the spirituality associated with the sub-conscious realm. It is my belief that the sub-conscious mind is our gateway into the spiritual realm... ...but that will be saved for some other future rambling. The following is an excerpt from an email to a friend that has been editted to protect that person's privacy...
| Mon, Jun 26 2000 12:24:55 AM (USA Central) |
Do you believe in spiritually interacting with the sub-conscious mind? I do. I've noticed that many people are either tuned in or turned off (or unresponsive) to subtle spiritual/sub-conscious interactions. I'm a transmitter. I'm not always very open when it comes to talking with people, but in the back of my brain I'm constantly sending out signals, reaching out, trying to touch people sub-consciously. It's not that I'm deliberately 'trying' to do this, it's more that I have a longing for an 'extra-peripheral' awareness, a longing for something more spiritual to exist beyond rational thought and civility. Because that yearning is so great, I sincerely believe that my sub-conscious mind truly believes in these things and therefore has manifested these beliefs into perceivable mental transmissions... perhaps in the hopes that one day somebody who is exceptionally responsive to these signals (and is also a strong transmitter) will reach out sub-consciously and join me in sub-conscious communication on a level that will be consciously perceivable. Make sense? Some day I honestly believe that I will be going about my business and somebody will lock thoughts with me, reach out and acknowledge my presence, and greet me mentally in a manner that is undeniable. For example, I might be walking through an area and 'hear' a "Hello", and look up to see somebody on the far side looking at me. From there I envision a touch-and-go, limited 'conversation' of acknowledgement between us, most likely in visual imagery versus literary (language) thoughts. It's these sorts of things that I believe exist, but on a level that is so faint that it is deafened out by our learned rationality and conscious thought. From the first time you and I met I've noticed something a bit 'beyond' about you. It's not your bubbly, fun-loving, out-going personality, because there have been others with similiar personalities that have lacked "that thing". Call it an aura or something, I don't know... ...and no, I don't see colors outlining people! (I'm not an aura reader.) On more than one occassion I have been standing, looking, scanning over the crowd, and my eyes would be pulled back in your direction. Don't be getting the wrong idea here, I wasn't scoping you out as somebody to ask out or anything like that (my target group is 25-35 ideally), and I'm not hitting on you now, you have a boyfriend and I'm not looking to get in between that. But... there was something about you and I could feel it. I never really put the feelings into these words until tonight, but perhaps sub-consciously I was feeling your thought energies and was sub-consiously trying to tune into those energies. You had said you felt an attraction, nothing sexual or anything like that. Cool! I myself might have used the word 'drawn' instead of attracted. I'm not really sure how you define that statement, but after a little thought, (perhaps too much!) I'm taking it that your spiritual/sub-conscious energies are strong both in transmission (my own awareness that I felt drawn to look back at you) and in reception (your own admission that you felt an attraction.) So... now what? Simple. We have experienced a subtle sub-conscious communication, felt on both ends by both parties. That in itself is a very rare and special occurrance. How's that for a crock!?! |
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